I need motivation. I don't do anything worth while, I don't use my time wisely and all I seem to do is post blogs, update myspace, take photos of my surroundings and read the same magazines over and over again. I mean, sometimes I hang out with friends, paint, photocopy inanimate objects and bake things, but I don't actually have a set hobby or job. I tutor little girls with english and maths every Wednesday and get a little bit of money that doesn't usually last me very long because of my habit of buying clothes that seem nice at the time of purchase, then never again afterwards. I never have credit, my house phone doesn't call long distance numbers, I don't live close enough to friends to able me to walk to their house and there is no public transport what so ever here, therefore I am pretty much completely shut out from social life and civilization. I long for routine catch ups with friends and a constant pay check that can satisfy all my needs and wants, a small dog and a warm cozy fire place, a hobby and something I am good at and overall something to keep me content.
Hmmm this blog has no purpose other than to whinge and whine about my lack of...
And you claim you got something going
Something you call unique
But I've seen your self-pity showing
As the tears rolled down your cheeks
Soon you know I'll leave you
And I'll never look behind'
Cos I was born for the purpose
That crucifies your mind
So con, convince your mirror
As you've always done before
Giving substance to shadows
Giving substance ever more
And you assume you got something to offer
Secrets shiny and new
But how much of you is repetition
That you didn't whisper to him too
Anyway, I have been listening to Rodriguez, he is this really out there stoner-Mexican guy from my mum's time and he is pretty cool and easy to listen to. He has some pretty meaningful lyrics and they aren't all about sappy love stuff like most artists sing about. He actually sings about political and world issues which I think is really cool, oh and his love for marijuana.
Hmm okay bye (:
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